It is just that it turned out to be slightly different from what you have imagine. All you have to do is ask to God, and ask to people.

You can have a car, a house, whatever just call it. But you may have to change the way you see.

The thing is many people are bond to things that commercials or news is telling them. A cellphone must have a highspeed internet or best camera technology. A television set must be wide and have surround sound. A car must be green tech and expensive. Another word for it is that people have turned in to zombies of big companies.

I don’t blame them, I just saying that, if you want something, then just buy whatever you think is good for you, regarding what ads or commercial is saying.

Be happy, be grateful to God for what he have given you and what he will give you. Don’t push Him too hard, and don’t forget what you already have.

This month is the breast cancer awareness month, you will see ribbon logo, arts, wallpapers, everything.

Usually I also make something out of it. But not this year I think.

Today, i go to the public hospital to have my eyes checked for infections. In indonesia, people have not so comforting and high class health service.

The key is the patience. Cheap health service means that people will go in line to get them. The other important key is to let go your ego. It is not a shame to say you are poor, cause it will help you alot with the financial problems.

Just work your paper properly, ask for help if you find trouble, and listen to what people told you. If you want to act like an arabic oil sheik then the public hospital is clearly not for you.

Listen to what your doctor is telling you. Doctors in public hospitals are tired, and full with patients everyday, so they also can loose their temper. So what you do is basically go with the flow.